NYSTC Equity Challenge-Week 5

Reflect

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Reflect on and answer the following questions: How do you experience privilege and marginalization? Who sees themselves and their own lives reflected in our curriculum and our classroom materials? How might you use your own privilege to make your classroom and school more equitable?

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First and foremost, I will break down my background:
1. I am white, married, and female.
2. My father holds a high school diploma, and began his machinist career 40 years ago. He did not need a college degree for the job, but his BOCES experience in the machine shop helped. Prior to working as a machinist, he worked as a farm hand after graduation.
3. My mother dropped out of high school and earned her GED, married, had my brother and sister, and later divorced. She worked in a factory and then moved on to working in retail. When I started school, she decided to get a job at the school, although she was a school sub a few years prior. She started in the cafeteria, then became a teacher's aide, and went back to college in her late 30's to earn her Teaching Assistant degree. She's been a TA for nearly 20 years, but has worked at the school for over 25 years.    

I've experienced privilege and marginalization from work and life experiences. Growing up, I longed to have a happy, healthy, and successful life, but I had to work hard for it. I wanted to fit in with the crowd and to have the same positive experiences as others. I had my first job at 19 working in retail. The management only cared about themselves and taking smoke breaks whenever they wanted to, in addition to giving higher-level jobs to people who are their besties. I was treated unfairly, I was called out for not asking for help when I did, and I was used to the fullest advantage. I was also called out for the way I cleaned the bathrooms, all because a customer had overheard a conversation between a manager and third key, and contacted my mother about it. That was when I knew I had enough, and I had to get a much better job that made me grow my dream career. I worked in another position in child care where I thought I would be treated fairly and I could grow. I was constantly called out for the way I would handle situations, in addition to subbing between two school districts. I would help others by covering a shift, but no one would help me out if I had to take time off. A position was created and was not offered to me, but was given to a person who had been on the job for a year instead. I felt that people went behind my back, and I was used to my fullest advantage again. I was only working two days a week during the summer while another worker had the four days; I wanted more hours to fill up the week. I only covered if needed on the days I was off.

Now that I am working in a school, I felt much happier and not on edge. During the interview process, I was never put down or judged by my work experiences and upbringing. The day I was hired at the school was the day I talked to my supervisors at the job I was working at that I was resigning but not right away. I spent the remainder of that summer working in the child care until the end of that August. Once school began, I was not stressed at all going from one job to another. I felt more relaxed by the time I would get home from work.

While working at school, my goal is to make sure my students are heard, understood, and loved. I never judge my students based on their race, religion, cultures, socio-econonmic status, and language, to name a few. As I work with children on a daily basis, I see the potential in their success stories. I want my students to know that I am proud of their hard work, and they all know I will never judge them by their upbringing.
mrogacki 12 months ago